In my silence

In my silence, I can hear my suffering
In my silence, I can feel my pain
In my silence, I can touch your anger
In my silence, I know it's in vain

You're screaming, I can't hear you
You're crying, I can't comfort you
You're hurting, I can't ease the pain
You're lying, I can't trust you

In my silence, I love you
In my silence, I hope you're feeling well
In my silence, I hear your music
In my silence, 'cause I simply can't tell

Tussen lust en liefde

Ik ben gaan lopen

Blootsvoets en alleen

Om rust te vinden

Stilte om me heen

Ik ben gaan zitten

In een niemandsland

Om na te denken

Ik zie geen verband

Ik ben gaan zingen

Over jou en mij

Om niet gek te worden

Ik ben er zo dichtbij

Ik ben gaan schrijven

Om te laten zien

Dat er meer is dan ik wilde

Bij jou ook misschien?

Ik wil wel janken

Schreeuwen van verdriet

Geen spijt, maar wel berouw

Maar niemand die het ziet

Ik wil weg van hier

Ik wil weg van mijn gevoel

Want het doet meer kwaad dan goed

Als je begrijpt wat ik bedoel

Ik wil je

Ik wil je elke dag meer

Maar ik weet dat het niet mag

Dus ik leg me erbij neer

Ik zoek je op

Tegen beter weten in

En het blijft zo moeilijk

Tussen lust en liefde in

Ik laat je gaan

En houd je in mijn hart

Maak een einde aan de onrust

Ook al is het hard

Ik schrijf en ik zing

Mijn hart breekt en de tranen vallen

Maar ik weet ook dat het beter is

Wat ben ik diep gevallen

Musician & Writer

From two different worlds
Brought together by simple words
And the passion for music
Reflection of the hearts
Musician & Writer
Find, in each other
A piece of themselves
Cross the distance and through the barricades
Set free the feeling they didn't believe in anymore
Release the birds from their golden cages
Let them play and turn on
Centuries of ideas and inspiration
Pulls out the words
Lays them down on the paper
Where they create their own composition
Of Music & Mystery

Second Violin

The child I am still wonders
What have I done wrong?
The child I am is dying
I'm getting what I long for
The child I am is murderd
Neglected by the rest of me
Because I am neglected
My future is too blind to see
The child I am still loves you
You were my light of life
This child has blown the candle
I cut myself, please twist the knife

I should have learned from my mistakes
Instead of doing this again
I know I can't control it much
Still wish that I could make a change
People say that two have fun
And three is one too many
And still, how much I try
I always seem to be that third
Can I blame myself for caring?
Can I hate myself for loving?
Can I stop this everlasting play
In which I'll never stop,
playing Secind Violin

Uncertainty pt. 1

The company of wolves surrounding me
Gives nothing but uncertainty
The loss I had, belief sustained
Fell down for immortality
My lonely footsteps in the snow
One of my memories, I know
Now after all these bloody years
Trapped in this infinity
I've learned to live with my mistakes
Accepted my stupidity
The made-up hills I ran to
Were nothing but my hope too
Of ending this real nightmare
That's always been surrounding me
I asked for Death, my prayer came true
I know now who I want to be

* dedicated to monsieur Lestat de Lioncourt

Over Eternal Love

All I ever wanted
Was all I ever needed
Was you

The times we spent together
The times that I went through
With you

The sun that we saw setting
The sun that rose before our eyes
Love you

Sorry for the dreams
The nights we've never shared before
It's over

All I ever wanted
Was all I ever needed
Was all the things I couldn't get
The things I couldn't comprehend
Farewell...